sometimes I'm foiled by my own charm

I hate it when I'm supposed to he hating on someone and I'll see them around and toss them a friendly 'hello,' actually, it's always a 'hey.' My hello's are sometimes kind of rude and frigid.

I'll be like "Hey" and then remember "Oh, yeah. I still hate you," but by then it's too late. I can't take back the greeting and I can't fault them for me forgetting. Hating is my own responsibility, I really should better keep tract of those people I hate.

Hating is hard work for me.