The reason...

Tim, is there a reason there is a lot of suckage within these confineds?

Probably, because the way I see my life there tends to be a lot of suckage which I can change but I choose not to.

But I hope that there really is some deeper meaning to it. Riding on a Ghost Train.

edit - I really don't believe this to be true. I just like using the word 'suckage'