so, i've been busy at works

which cuts into my time here

because i usually come here when i'm bored

or trying to avoid boring work

today i'm here though because i have not posted

...

more of the saga of 'i'm a spaz'

in an email i wanted to express some more than free, greater than regular free

i wanted to use the word 'freer'

i wanted to spell it freeer, you know 'free' plus er - but i wouldn't allow myself to do that because i knew it was wrong even though it fit regular convention

"Freer? Is that a word?"

"I don't know what about more free?"

"More free? That's stupid"

"But it saves you from using the word freer"

"Just check the dictionary - i know it passes spell check but just make sure it's the word you think it is"

"What else would it mean?"

"I don't know, just check"

"Okay"

freer


but i still don't like it

i think that's the first time i have ever used the word freer